Well Whatev!

So my blog is depressing? LOL Whatever. Look, this is me being happy, k? I mean, this is about real life. Real life is NOT happy all the time. The point is that everything in life serves a purpose. Things happen for a reason. So it may not always be uplifting but my goal is to find happiness in the little things despite the stuff that brings you down. I thought I was getting that message through, but maybe I'm not.

So I'll try to be more happy, and I'll try to make more of an effort to blog about the warm fuzzies... but I won't be untrue to myself :) And hey, I don't hold back the bad stuff. I believe in sharing the bad along with the good. I believe that the bad teaches us and makes us stronger, better people. I believe that women, wives, mothers, friends deserve to know that they are not alone in what they are feeling. The broken are out there, and I am one of them, but I'm determined to pick myself up, dust myself off, and keep pressing on, one day at a time, toward a better me!

I struggle with depression, I've been through hell in my marriage, I admit to being lazy, I'm a terrible procrastinator... BUT I am also a good friend, I love with all my heart, I'm passionate, I'm creative, I get along with almost everyone! I'm a great person, and I love to have fun. So laugh all you want! Poke fun at how my blog is supposed to be about happiness but appears to bring up a lot of depressing junk... I don't care! :) This is who I am and I'm okay with that!

But really, I will TRY to be more happy. The negative stuff will still be there, cause that's life... but more happy. I promise ;)

Thanks for the critique.

Be HAPPY!