A bit about me right now

I am: sleepy at 11 pm but not ready for bed


I think: he will never understand.


I have: cold feet


I dislike: Call of Duty


I miss: my old self

I fear: losing the ones I love. and flying.


I feel: unfulfilled


I hear: Jenna coughing


I smell: my rootbeer float lip gloss


I crave: junk food


I cry: often


I usually: can be found stalking Facebook at 1 am


I search: for fulfillment


I wonder: all the time

I regret: things I care not to write about here


I wish: I had a housekeeper, mm-hmm.


I love: my Jesus, my family, my extended family, and junk food ;)


I care: enough to send the very best.


I always: have a backache, feel sleepy, worry too much, am behind on housework.

I worry: too much.

I am not: organized, scheduled, good at math

I remember: not much it seems. my memory is terrible now.

I believe: in the Lord, Jesus Christ. And the sanctity of marriage.

I listen: well

I sing: far less often than I used to.

I don't always: remember to pray, give my kids the attention they need

I write: on my blog and sometimes I journal in books and write poetry but not as often as I once did.

I win: at board games

I LOSE: at most video games when I'm up against Eric.


I don't understand: electronic junk. I can work it once it's plugged in but I hate dealing with set up and wires and all that.

I can usually be found: in my computer chair or just basically at home. I don't get out much.

I need: a break. A getaway. I'd love a girl getaway.

I forget: too many things, but not the important things.

I am happy: to be mom to the three sweetest kids on Earth and wife to the perfectly imperfect man of my dreams :)

IF I DIED TODAY: God help my husband!